No you are not the only reason drama happens here. I’m just disappointed that you are once again “retiring” from this community. I think it’s been said already but you have a pattern of leaving and joining, with public announcements to accompany each. It seems like attention seeking, however I’m not saying it is or isn’t. I understand that you beat yourself up but in order for things to change you gotta break the habit. Hell I even used to make these kind of threads (Jake probably remembers lol). My point is that you need to change your behavior. Apologies and promises mean nothing when you can’t back them up. I just hope you can see reason and actually make a real clean slate.
Hope you reconsider bud,